feelings
Mood:  sad
Topic: no one knows
Is there anyone else out there that feels so alone so empty,like no one needs you?well thats me i've feel like this awhile but someone came into my life and changed it but now its all coming back the feeling of being alone your not you have ppl there and they care but they're just not listening to what your saying you feel traped and no way out. i don;'t know what to do. my g/f and i almost broke up i know she decerves better then me she doesn't see it yet i know she will sooner or later that i'm no good,trash,not worth her time. well thats my feeling. see ya later

hurting
Mood:  down
i hurt alot noo one knows i have a bad knee that sucks cuz i have to have surgy on it which i'm not looking forward to and my back is messed up and my sides are brused but they feel like they are worse it hurts so bad but i keep going you can't let things get you down you have to be strong but it would be nice to be weak for once ppl think i'm so good they really don't know theres alot ppl don't know even my best friend and something i've learned the hard way you can't trust ppl no one they all end up hurting you so i try to hurt them first before they get the chance well gtg